Secrets Kept Because of Fear

I had a great day yesterday with a sweet friend of mine. As we were chatting away, I shared with her a habit I have and afterwards, I felt better, we had a good laugh and wondered why I try to keep certain things in my life from certain people. I realized its from fear. Fear of being chastised, looked at like I've lost my mind, questioned on why I did something after the fact as if I could "unspill the milk". Yet, I will be the first one to tell someone to "play to the audience of one...God". FaceBook is a neat tool to try to stay caught up...but it cannot possibly serve as a fill in for all things that happen in our lives and conversations we've had and prayers we do. The neatest thing that happened to me this year that I did not share with everyone but my closest friends and family is that Bob and I remarried. I don't need to say anything else except that we are taking steps to ensure we have a wonderful marriage. Let's be real...we all mess up and all play a part in certain outcomes. Also, I do understand too well how friends worry about decisions being the right ones. All I can say is I am blessed, happier, closer to the Lord, and have a great husband. I'm going to do my part in being a good wife. Love hopes all things, believes all things and endures all things. Love never fails. Until tomorrow...blessings.